March, 2026 Had my third post treatment checkup. We needed to fly to Bangkok again as many oncology tests are not available in Lao PDR. This is 15 months after my last treatment, 2 years and one month since the partial mastectomy and I was considered NED (No Evidence of Disease), and 2 years and 7 months after diagnosis. One month or so leading up to the appointments are nerve-racking, and I get increasingly stressed the closer it gets. Here is a fairly comprehensive list of my feelings/difficulties - Waiting Preparing Nerves Brain fog Headaches - has it metastasized to my brain? Moody Weepy Noticing Jittery Chills Stomach problems Nausea Anxiety Hyperventilating No focus Stressed Short Edgy Angry Worry Snappy Difficulty concentrating Agitated Sad Exhausted Self absorbed Scheduled tests - Blood tests Mammogram Ultrasound of abdomen Ultrasound of breasts Bone density test Follow-up visit with oncologist - The doctor is kind and thorou...